caleb’s words to “please don’t try this for yourselves”

So, the last time we went into the Old Police Station I had a bit of a scary experience that really rattled me for the rest of the night. I decided to try an experiment; I got the rest of the group to leave me in the court room on my own where I went into a deep state of meditation to see if it would help open me up to communication with the spirits residing there. While in that state, I experience a sort of attack which could have ended a lot worse than it did, luckily my mother (Beverley) was able to notice that something was wrong and they managed to pull me out of the meditation. (I believe this is not a recommended thing to do when someone is in meditation, but it was a serious problem.

Before I even got myself into a deep state of meditation, while mum and Jordan were setting up the camera and other equipment to record what happens, I was getting agitated at them taking so long. I have no idea why, but I remember just wanting them to hurry up and leave me to it. Not long after they left, I could tell things did not seem too good and I instantly thought it was a bad idea. However, when I tried to pull myself back out of the meditation, I was unable to do so. It was like someone was stopping me from pulling myself out, as if someone was trying to control me. I could still hear everything that was going on around me, and I was trying to call out to mum to help. I knew that she would be the best one to help and the most likely to realise something was wrong, but I couldn’t even call out for help. It was as if I was frozen in the chair I was sat in, unable to control my own body and unable to free myself from this meditation. Not long after that, I could hear the others in the group walk back into the room. I was trying to get them to help me, I could hear them whispering to each other and asking if I was ok. Mum was getting worried about me, but they said they’re not meant to pull me out of it I’m meant to pull me out of it. I was trying to scream at them, to tell them to help me and get me out of it but I was still incapable of moving. I felt as if I was fighting for my own body, as if I was trying to push someone else out. I was absolutely terrified at this point.

I was trying to get them to help, but I could hear Jordan and dad say that I was probably ok and I would pull myself out of it. I continued trying to tell them I wasn’t ok and I needed help, I honestly thought that I was in serious trouble at this point, until I finally heard mum say to get me out of it because something was wrong. I heard them call my name to try and help me, and I continued trying to basically fight for my body. They finally managed to get me out of it as dad shone a torch in my eyes a couple of times.

Once I was out of it, I sat for a minute or so then tried to stand up, slightly disorientated. I felt off balance, but then I just had to get out of that room. I walked to the kitchen, where mum dad and Jordan ended up following me to and I didn’t tell them what had happened straight away. I was terrified and wasn’t entirely sure what had happened myself to start off with. I began to get really upset, and I walked out the front where mum came to speak to me and I told her what had happened and how terrified I was. I told her that id been trying to call out for her to help, but no one seemed to be able to hear me. Mum then told me that she thought she heard me calling out, but that Jordan and dad hadn’t heard anything. I explained to mum that was why I was trying to call for her to help because I knew she was the most likely to be able to help.

She filled me in on what she had seen, but that part I will let you hear from her side…

-Caleb

For photo’s and for my part of this story, please scroll down to the blog titled “Please don’t try this for youselves”